As a #chronicillnesswarrior , going through physical pain is one thing. Mental and emotional pain can be a whole other battle and demon.
You feel hopeless.
You feel helpless.
You feel like no one understands.
You feel it's easier to isolate and not have to put on a brave, smiley face.
You feel alone.
But sister, isolating yourself may seem easier and less painful temporarily. But long term, it becomes even lonelier.
The emotional and mental pain that comes with physical pain was far greater for me when I isolated myself for a long time.
As hard as it is to face the music of the physical pain of chronic illness outside the home...loneliness, mental and emotional pain is harder for me being alone for a long period inside the home.
What is easier for you to deal with? Physical pain? Emotional pain? Or mental pain?
